It's a Diary of Mine's Blog

It's always starting by saying "Hai or Hello and asking how's life going?" I'm back and I'm happy to knowing that I still here to write a lot of things here in this blog, its called a blessing. Honestly, I don't know what to write here today but it feels like I have a lot of stories to tell you. Actually  am not a good storyteller but am tryna to write it in a good way and a good plot of stories. It starting from when I just finished my study at high school. I'm thinking of not furthering my education but my father told me to continue my education and choose the program study I wanted to go. I choose an English Litrature, I don't know why but honestly I'm avoiding of education study program ehhe. It's not that easy to find a university as I come from the background of family that no one having a chance to continue the education to some university but then my parent was the first one who gave this little princess a chance to continue her edu...

Hy, how are you??? I hope you were good as well Its just a little letter for myself to remember that I've ever been that strong that days. Thankyou for reading this blog and hope it can gives you lessons.  I don't have many stories in July but there's a lot of lessons I learned in this month even its just from a little thing. It was amazing month I've ever passed with a lot of my hard days when I got schedule to work till the middle of the night, when I've prepared to join the reunion but the schedule was ignored, and still a lot of things happen in this month. I'm happy to knowing that I'm brave, strong, professional and I'm so proud of myself. I really do. I'm 23 years old and going to be 24 on October, I know that being an adult was not easy, when I have to take care a lot of things only by myself and to be honest its really hard for me but how happy I am that I can get through those days. Many things to come and to leave but one thing I should re...

Hy, how are you??? Hope you're doing good and so do I. It's been along time seen the last time I posted on April and haven't write many stories here again but today gonna be a lot of stories about me and my life. First thing first, I thank you for having time to read my blog and I hope you never get bored of reading these texts. So here we go. The things I want to tell is about my journey when I was still stay at home with no job, no money, nothing much to do, all I do is just looking for a job through social media platform and any other application, going for some interview and still a lot of things that can be doing with anyone with no job like me until the day I opened up a platform of jobseeker that I usually used and found out my application is prossesed. The day after that I got an invitation for interview and having a Forum Group Discussion (FGD), then announced on the same day that I passed the test and going to have a training day for two weeks. After I passed my t...

Hi, how are you doing??? I'm doing good and I hope you're doing good too. Thank you for the time you give to reading my blog and you know for sure why I'm supposed to make this blog, exactly for sharing about myself even though it doesn't really matter for anyone to know. Sorry for sharing about love a lot lately, I just wanna let anyone know that they deserve a lot of love, and they don't even deserve to feel the pain. It's about how worth your time to wait for love. It's always worth it when you wait for some reason they wanted to prove, but it's not worth it if you wait for no reason or just a promise. I know that you can't simply decide whether to wait or let them go, cause it's hard and frustrating sometimes. It requires a lot of patience and a willingness to be vulnerable. It's just like a never-ending journey with no guarantee at all, but it can be a good chance to get yourself better and how worthy you are to wait for them. You are wo...

Hy, how are you??? I don't know how to say it, but I'm sorry if I'm missing you, and really do. I know that we've been apart for almost two years. Isn't it sad when I have to end up with my 3 years of relationship and I haven't really moved on??? Exactly yes, but I always enjoy the process of moving on. I accept every feeling I had when it comes to him, sometimes I miss the moment, I miss the night when we're talking by call and telling everything we've done in a day, or even asking for some solution when we have some problem, and everything reminds me so good cause it's YOU. Last night, I ask for my friend to call him and He really made it happen. We're having a long conversation till almost 2 am. He told me a lot about how he misses me sometimes and he has to force himself to lose that feeling alone because he knows that he's not the one for me anymore, he told me about how he passes his hard day alone and he's really a good guy to me, ...

Haii, apa kabarr??? Semoga kabar baik selalu menyertaimu dan makasih karna masih mau baca tulisanku yang masih banyak kurangnya. So enjoy the reading!!! Setiap orang pasti punya pengalaman tentang cinta yang berbeda - beda, tapi kalian pernah gaksi ngalamin jatuh "Cinta Sendiri"??? Mungkin nggak banyak juga yaa yang pernah ngalamin, karna kadang jatuh cinta sendiri itu nggak bener - bener terjadi. Bisa jadi sebenernya mereka itu punya rasa yang sama tapi gengsi aja untuk saling ngungkapinnya, atau mungkin cowoknya udah ngungkapin tapi ceweknya sok jual mahal, padahal sebenernya mereka punya rasa yang sama dan terbalaskan satu sama lain. Susah emang yaa kalau berurusan sama orang gengsian.  Tapi kalau suatu saat nanti ternyata kamu tau kalau kamu jatuh cinta sendiri, jangan dilanjut yaa karna cinta itu selalu dari dua arah, bukan cuma dia atau kamu sendiri. Mempersatukan dua manusia dengan banyak perbedaan itu nggak mudah, karna kita nggak akan pernah tau nanti ditengah jalan ...