Still Good to Me

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Hy, how are you???

I don't know how to say it, but I'm sorry if I'm missing you, and really do. I know that we've been apart for almost two years. Isn't it sad when I have to end up with my 3 years of relationship and I haven't really moved on??? Exactly yes, but I always enjoy the process of moving on. I accept every feeling I had when it comes to him, sometimes I miss the moment, I miss the night when we're talking by call and telling everything we've done in a day, or even asking for some solution when we have some problem, and everything reminds me so good cause it's YOU.

Last night, I ask for my friend to call him and He really made it happen. We're having a long conversation till almost 2 am. He told me a lot about how he misses me sometimes and he has to force himself to lose that feeling alone because he knows that he's not the one for me anymore, he told me about how he passes his hard day alone and he's really a good guy to me, he's strong enough, he's kind. I'm happy that I ever have him in my life and I never regret it. The priceless thing about last night is the way he told me that he still remembers his promise to give me a pink cloth, it's too sweet anyway and that's why I never try to completely forget him cause he always reminds something good and told me how I have to take care of myself when I live apart from my family.

I only ask God to keep him safe in every condition and situation, I hope he can find a good girl for the rest of his life who can really take care of himself when he forgets himself, and I do believe as much as the problem comes to him, it will keep him stronger and I hope the good things always come to him. Please do know that you still have my back whenever you need me.

See you in another chapter of yours and mine...

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